You were freelance for years but took on full-time work this year. What has that transition been like?
I feel like accepting this job is allowing me to grow further in my own personal art. There’s less stress trying to get clients. I actually feel more like myself, which is a big new step in my illustration career. It's a really interesting switch. I feel like I'm growing into the artist that I always wanted to be.
So art was always part of your plan?
I’ve always been a dreamer. I'm 32 years old and I still pull from my imagination. I was really lucky as a kid because my mom had a craft box for me that had everything — construction paper, scissors, glue — and I would take any kind of material I could find and make stuff with it.
I grew up playing soccer, and there was this duality of being an athlete and an artist. I imagined also designing the jerseys we wore, to bring my talents together to this one thing. I originally went to school for fashion, and then quickly realized that graphic design was an outlet where I could really express myself. It wasn't just making websites or logos. As a designer, I felt like I could do anything.
After I graduated, I finally started creating stuff to make myself feel happy.
What kinds of art make you feel most like yourself?
I didn't come out until I was 25. I was a very free-spirited person, but that was something I always had in me that I never shared. When I came out, I started to make art that felt like I was telling that story for the first time.
Over the past few years, I've seen my own growth beyond just making art for art's sake. Now I share my story with the hope that it might help someone else — to make them feel seen. It’s this idea of creating art and then letting it go. It's no longer fully mine. It’s for everybody.
How do you organize your ideas?
I daydream a lot — all kinds of thoughts and visuals. I'll either sketch something quickly in one of the 50 sketchbooks I have around, or type something out in the Notes app on my iPhone. That’s my idea bank.
What kind of notes?
It can really be anything. “Apples sliced differently.” “I’ve never drawn a crab before.” “A western hat that fell on the ground.” “Rainbow pin and hat.” “A blue or a red truck with a Pride sticker on it.”